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It was thirty years ago today... |
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To many musicians a 'first-ever' band or personal musical project will feel a lot like a first love. And no matter how bad it was: never ever after it will feel like that 'first time' ... On a bookshelf in my Amsterdam apartment there is a box filled with old low-speed quarter-inch reel-to-reel tapes, a couple of old cassettes, browned pieces of paper and some pictures to remind me of this 'law of musical life'. The box is marked "Quirass Tapes (1973-1975)". I have to confess that I'm actually kind of glad that the one (Akai) tape-recorder I had that still was able to play most of these tapes back, disappeared - some twenty years ago, together with the painter-friend that had borrowed it. And ever since I no longer could give in to the occasional temptation to take that box from the shelves, pick a tape, and actually listen to the stuff ... Lots of it, most of it, I find pretty painful to hear back actually. Some days more than others. But still. And that is not because of the out-of-tune noise that we were making, most of the time. On the contrary. That is what I continue to like about these tapes. I'd even say that over the years 'the out-of-tune noise' has been gaining in interest, as time slowly but relentlessly covers each and every one of these recordings with the dust and charm of age ... No. It's not the noise. It's the silences in between, of course. It's the intertextuality. That inextricable tangle of (his)stories and memories which at the time was being carved along with the 'songs', but that you cannot hear... Be glad you can't. Hell! I guess I should've kicked that box out long ago... It's been thirty years ago today, and when I listen to this now, it still makes me want to get drunk quickly and seriously, or - worse - rush out to go and see my analyst ...;-) At the time we were at high school, and living in and around the town
of Maastricht, in the south of the Netherlands, touching on the Belgian
border. We spoke Dutch at school only. Outside, at home and elsewhere,
we conversed in the local dialect, which you'll be able to hear abundantly
in several of the recordings here [
"China en de omringende landen", Ile
des oiseaux (Bretagne) ]. "Quirass" started out not as a
'band', but as a 'recording project'. Not that we had some clear ideas
about what a 'recording project' involves. But I for one was determined
to find out. There was this friend from school, Carl Smit, that owned one
of the earlier portable Philips monophonic cassette recorders. And, better
still, one day, probably some time early around the summer of 1973, my
father brought home from work - I remember the fact, but have no longer
a clue as to the why - an equally monophonic lo-speed reel-to-reel machine.
He allowed us to play with it, for a couple of weeks at least. So I invited
friends over for the weekend, and we recorded.
In the living-room, using a microphone, and making sounds with whatever
there was around that made sound. (Some of my favorite sources were the
piano, played by whatever means I was able to think of, and the feedback
of a microphone plugged into a small transistor radio.) We then played
back these sounds on the reel-to-reel, more often than not changing the
playback speed, or moving the reels by hand, and recorded the result onto
the cassette machine, either using the line-in or the built-in microphone.
Then played back the cassette, played along to that, and recorded the
mix again onto the reel-to-reel ... and so on, you get the idea. I have forgotten many of the chronological details of the period, but it must have been around the same time - before, or shortly after - that I bought myself a cheap electric guitar and a wah/fuzz pedal. By mail order, paid for in monthly installments. I managed to plug the instrument into our Nordmende tube radio (a classic youngster's amplifier in those days), and started to make up tunes to play. Thus gradually the 'free style' recording sessions gave way to afternoons of 'song' playing and something of a first 'band line up' evolved: there was me on electric guitar, my brother Ivo doing things, Julius Janssen strumming his acoustic guitar and blowing an indian flute, and Willy Demacker (a.k.a. Welis) hitting the cardboard cases that temporarily served as a drum kit. Temporarily. For we had bigger plans. Welis actually was making some money that summer doing a holiday job, and he proposed to use the money to buy a drum kit. Or, come to think of it, he probably did say that he'd buy either a drum kit, or a moped. But personally, I couldn't imagine a moped being more desirable than getting another 'real instrument' to help the band getting onwards. It was even before the end of those summer holidays that one morning Welis appeared at our house, driving a brand new freshly souped up moped. I have forgotten which brand it was, but it was a fast one, and a fashionable one. Good for him. But he got kicked out of the 'band', there and then. And I started looking around for a drummer. With a drum kit. Which I did find easy enough, as there actually was an old friend from primary school, Noël Penders, that did have a kit. It must have been Noël's somewhat deviant musical taste (he was head and shoulders into Slade) that had prevented me from contacting him before, but now there were bigger things at stake. A 'deal' was struck. And while I had started that summer with a 'band' including 'half a drummer', I ended it with a drummer, but without a band ... We did some 'sessions' as a trio, with yet another guy, Raoul Joffroy, who was definitely not without merit as a blues piano player. But I really wasn't into blues. And where would we rehearse? And how on earth would we be able to move an acoustic piano around? For I knew one thing for sure: that we had to be able now to start 'moving this thing around' ... Then soon after school had started again, suddenly all, within weeks,
miraculously fell into place, when another school friend, Casper Defesche,
who had written some songs, owned an electric guitar and had just started
to join us in yet another couple of 'sessions', introduced me to 'the
boy next door', Willy Kneepkens (a.k.a. Knebbelke), and a friend of theirs,
Boudewijn Tulkens. Boudewijn was living in a small village in Belgium, just
across the border. Knebbelke, who already had left school and was working
as a construction worker, had a driver's license and a car.
He didn't play an instrument, but the idea of being in a 'band' certainly
appealed to him. So he agreed to buy a bass guitar and try to learn how
to play it. But best of all, Boudewijn's family had a large garden and
in that garden there stood a little, isolated, house. And the Tulkens's
agreed to let us, occasionally, use that house to rehearse in. Knebbelke
bought himself a, pretty curious looking, second hand electric bass, we
moved Noël's drum kit to Belgium, and for a couple of weeks we drove
up there every saturday afternoon to rehearse, using two old badly buzzing
jukebox tube amplifiers and self-built speaker boxes for amplification.
Yesss! "Quirass" indeed had become a band, so now there had to be music for us to play. I started to use every free minute to 'invent' stuff for the band: lyrics, tunes, chords, transitions, concepts, images ... I regularly went up to Knebbelke's house to teach him 'bass lines' to these tunes and chords, spent loads of time together with Boudewijn, 'inventing' even more things, fitting 'themes' together; if not through some 'musical logic', then be it by brute force. We started rehearsing on evenings during the week, most of the weekend, all of our school holidays ... and generally we hung out there in the small garden house in Neerharen in Belgium. Boudewijn (or rather: his family) had an old monophonic reel-to-reel recorder, that we moved into the garden house, and used to keep track of our progress. And we recorded, an awful lot. Sometimes it was sweet [ Himmlisch (thema) ]. Only rarely it was good. Most of it was downright bad. Some of it was ugly [ "China en de omringende landen" ] ... but eventually it all ended up in that box on the shelves of my Amsterdam apartment. In hindsight it maybe is kind of curious that we never ever even tried to play something existing, some 'classic repertoire'. We never did, never discussed that, never thought about it. In a way, I guess, it was easier to come up with 'stuff' ourselves. And a thousand times more gratifying, however 'primitive' it might have been. On the tapes in my box there is only one exception, and that isn't even a band recording. You hear me playing a song I knew from the album The United States of America, on my acoustic guitar under a bridge in Wasserbillig, in Luxemburg, where my brother and I spent a week at the end of 1973's summer with our parents. There was an amazing reverberation under that bridge, and I simply had to record something on the cassette recorder that I had taken along. So I played and sang (for as far as I could remember the lyrics) Joe Byrd's The American Metaphysical Circus, with my brother stamping his feet and screaming his lungs out... But apart from that one curious exception I wasn't into 'covers'. At all. Which, mind you, does not automatically make us into 'originals'. Far from that. For of course we all had our 'heroes', 'role-models' that, however unconscious at the time, we were trying to 'imitate'. Examples to live up to. And then ultimately outdo... :-) ... Noël for one, he had his Sweet and Slade. I was listening quite a lot to electronic music in those days (on the Nonesuch record series), was a huge Zappa fan (musically as well as 'ideologically'), and deeply intrigued by the somewhat more obscure Krautrock-scene. These were interests that I did share with Welis, but not really with either Boudewijn or Knebbelke. As far as I remember, for the three of us, common ground was the more 'mainstream' sympho-rock. Bands like Yes, like Genesis. Throw that together with the then so 'fashionable' adolescent flirting with drug-induced psychedelic 'mind-enlargement', the sign of those times, and the fact that we all were 'musicians' rather than musicians, absolute beginners, interested more in the adrenaline, the energy and the act of playing that we were 'playing', than the actual playing itself ('tuning? that's a waste of time!')... what else but the psycho-sympho-metal-punkjazz that came out could one get? Himmlisch is the earliest example of "Quirass"' art: a two chords scheme, that we managed to keep going for more than fifteen minutes, adding the obligatory solo's, breaks, accelerando's and ritardando's, and adorned with the following sample of lyrical genius: Clouds dropping in my garden This was the pièce de résistance at our very first
'gigs', that we started - eagerly - to organize as off the end of 1973.
You can imagine that it wasn't easy to convince people to let us come
over and 'brighten up' their saturday nights :-) ... but every now and
then we did manage to do so. On such occasions we played Himmlisch.
At least twice, but probably thrice; alongside one or two similarly longish, but
slightly less appealing 'compositions', and alternated with the unabridged
playback of several of the earlier 'tape-pieces' from the 'X'-series...
I mean... let's party! ... ;-) (To get into the mood, do listen to all
of Himmlisch
(live), which is about half the length of the original fifteen minute
recording, made on february 9th, 1974, in Zaal St. Lambertus in Maastricht...) That year, 1974, was our anno mirabilis. And diabolis... A little frightened I took a look At first many of these kinds of lyrics were actually sung at several
points in James (either by Boudewijn or by me), but when we started
to buy ourselves real amplifiers and used them - preferably!
- at the max of their power, that became impractical, as it was simply
impossible for the singer to make himself heard... So we just dropped
the singing, and, apart from the occasional 'soft interlude', started
to do everything the 'instrumental' way. (Which, btw, we probably also
considered as being more 'serious', hence definitely more appropriate.) Over the second half of 1974, while I entered my final year in high school,
James really started to take shape. Or rather: continuously was
changing shape, as we had gotten into the habit of immediately restructuring
all of it, each time we needed to accommodate newly acquired gadgets and
instruments. So we did, and re-did, and re-did James's 'first
part', of which there are many, many versions, recorded during rehearsals,
to be found on the tapes in my box, each one usually unrecognizably different
from the others, and each one duly marked 'preliminary' ... and most of
these versions emerged in the span of a period of just a couple of months.
No kidding! I really think we were fast getting pretty good at what we
were doing - in a 'pre-punk DIY' sort of way... [ James
v1.1 (extracts), James
v2.1 (extract) ] I moved to Amsterdam, at the end of 1975's summer, to study physics.
There was no way, though, that, willingly, at that point I would have
broken up the band. Which would have been the sensible thing to do, I
guess. But it is as with the box of tapes that I kept on my shelves for
all of these years. There was simply too much of our 'adolescent souls'
that all of us, but undoubtedly me most of all, had poured into this 'project'.
To me it was too much of a life line. I really could not give it up. I
guess I was afraid to give it up. (Tomorrow I will go and see my analyst.
I swear! ... ;-) ...) We did move out of the cave, though, eventually. And then I rented yet another space, in a garage or a shed next to a house in some suburb. We continued to go there, and play. Me, Welis, Peter and Constant. But we started to leave sooner. Go home, smoke dope, do speed, drop acid, make weird drawings and hand around a typewriter to hammer down deep thoughts. The playing got less ... and less ... and less ... until it just faded away. I guess I never really broke up "Quirass". Or did I? ... Okay. Let's say: I didn't have to... It had been done already. Harold Schellinx - Amsterdam/Paris,
october 24-30, 2004 Added August 2022: I put down some more reminiscences of Quirass in my extensive autobiographical faction —it is in Dutch, published in 2012— dedicated to ULTRA, the Dutch froth that topped the experimental postpunk pop music vague in the late 1970s, early 1980s. You'll re-find Quirass there, on pages 81 to 84 of Harold Schellinx - Ultra. Opkomst en ondergang van de Ultramodernen, een unieke Nederlandse muziekstroming (1978-1983), Lebowski Publishers, Amsterdam, 2012 [ISBN 978 90 488 1240 0 / NUR 401] Notes
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Listen to the "Quirass Tapes" on Bandcamp .... Listen to and/or download the individual tracks:
I do not know anymore precisely who, except for me, my brother and probably also Willy Demacker, were involved
in the making of the 'tape-pieces' X-Ic, X-IIa, X-III.
They were recorded at my parents' house in Maastricht, some time in 1973. Except for Ile des oiseaux (Bretagne), which is a recent stereo-montage made from the original mono cassette tape, all recordings are MONO (the digital file encodings are stereo, though). Thanks to Wijnand de Groot, who was kind enough to digitize many of the badly degraded "Quirass Tapes" for me (and much more besides, but those are different stories), in his Amsterdam WHS-studio, in november 1997. [ august 2008 ] ... Get a Quirass CD-cover from the 'Maastricht Moet Je Horen' site, to burn and package your own Quirass CD ... Quirass Moet Je Horen ... |